{"id":23305,"date":"2020-08-11T08:07:36","date_gmt":"2020-08-11T06:07:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/?p=23305"},"modified":"2020-08-10T22:08:50","modified_gmt":"2020-08-10T20:08:50","slug":"23305","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/?p=23305","title":{"rendered":"Zamkn\u0105\u0142em oczy &#8211; 11.08.20 r."},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"s1\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><em><span class=\"s1\" style=\"color: #800000;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/0ItevbD4yIC7nULFfpYmpc2z1Kg@500x281.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-23307 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/0ItevbD4yIC7nULFfpYmpc2z1Kg@500x281-300x169.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/0ItevbD4yIC7nULFfpYmpc2z1Kg@500x281-300x169.png 300w, https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/0ItevbD4yIC7nULFfpYmpc2z1Kg@500x281.png 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a> Zamkn\u0105\u0142em oczy i poczu\u0142em dr\u017cenie serca. By\u0142o silniejsze ni\u017c smutek i samotno\u015b\u0107, niczym wzburzone fale wstrz\u0105sa\u0142o ca\u0142ym moim cia\u0142em. Opar\u0142szy si\u0119 \u0142okciami o ty\u0142 \u0142awki, usi\u0142owa\u0142em przezwyci\u0119\u017cy\u0107 dr\u017cenie. Nikt nie przyszed\u0142 mi z pomoc\u0105. Nikt nie m\u00f3g\u0142 mnie uratowa\u0107. Tak samo jak ja nie m\u00f3g\u0142bym tego zrobi\u0107 dla innych. Chcia\u0142em rozp\u0142aka\u0107 si\u0119 na g\u0142os, ale nie mog\u0142em. By\u0142em na to za stary. Poza tym jest na \u015bwiecie taki rodzaj smutku, kt\u00f3rego nie mo\u017cna wyrazi\u0107 \u0142zami. Nie mo\u017cna go nikomu wyt\u0142umaczy\u0107. Nie mog\u0105c przybra\u0107 \u017cadnego kszta\u0142tu, osiada ciasno na dnie serca jak \u015bnieg podczas bezwietrznej nocy. Kiedy by\u0142em m\u0142odszy, pr\u00f3bowa\u0142em wyrazi\u0107 taki smutek s\u0142owami. Ale pomimo stara\u0144, nie potrafi\u0142em tego zrobi\u0107. Zaniecha\u0142em pr\u00f3b, zamkn\u0105\u0142em s\u0142owa w sobie. Naprawd\u0119 g\u0142\u0119bokiego smutku nie da si\u0119 wyrazi\u0107 nawet \u0142zami.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"s1\">\/Haruki Murakami\/<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 Zamkn\u0105\u0142em oczy i poczu\u0142em dr\u017cenie serca. By\u0142o silniejsze ni\u017c smutek i samotno\u015b\u0107, niczym wzburzone fale wstrz\u0105sa\u0142o ca\u0142ym moim cia\u0142em. Opar\u0142szy si\u0119 \u0142okciami o ty\u0142 \u0142awki, usi\u0142owa\u0142em przezwyci\u0119\u017cy\u0107 dr\u017cenie. Nikt nie przyszed\u0142 mi z pomoc\u0105. Nikt nie m\u00f3g\u0142 mnie uratowa\u0107. Tak samo jak ja nie m\u00f3g\u0142bym tego zrobi\u0107 dla innych. Chcia\u0142em rozp\u0142aka\u0107 si\u0119 na g\u0142os, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23305","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-galerie"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23305","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23305"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23305\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23311,"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23305\/revisions\/23311"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23305"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23305"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/joannawieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23305"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}